“This loneliness turns in your favor
while I fell out with your absence,
these sighs are not silent to love,
Further when it calls upon your presence…”

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Your absence and my presence do not get along…

I fell in love with a kiss

You came..

One day I was alone.. one day I was feeling burden in my heart
and you came, we talk once, we talk thousand times again
You told me I’ll be alright and I believed in you
gave me a reason to smile and I do it over and over again with you

And you kissed me once.. and I was afraid to feel again,
you hugged me and I could feel the warm of your heart
and you told me once, I’ll be here for you as long as you believe
and you kissed me again.. and I fell in love again.

You gave your hand and I held it too strong to not lose myself,
I tried to tell you what my heart was feeling but i was afraid again
and you hugged me, I felt you so close and you told me secretly -I love you-
and kissed me… and I fell in love with you again.

 

 

 

 

Every night it’s you

Every night..

I hug my pillow pretending you are here by my side.. pretending that you are lying right next to me, that I can feel your smell… that I can feel your skin, that I can feel your breath, that I can feel your hands around me, that I can see your eyes staring at me, that I can tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you when you are not around.

Every night.. I hug my pillow dreaming with you, waiting for you to come to my dreams, to be happy, to hug you tight, to kiss you tender, to touch your hand, to take you with me to the never ending story about us…

Every night.. I wait for the reason to my dreams.. you

Every night.. I’m afraid to wake up, and lose you again..

That’s why, every morning I wake up and whisper to the wind.. I love you, I miss you, I want you~

I’m sorry… is time to say goodbye

I’m sorry if I hurt you, it was not my intention make it hard for you. You know now what my heart feels for you, you know now that you are not the owner of him.
I’m sorry if my words are a burden for you, but it was your choice to keep suffering for what could be solved at time.
I don’t know if you are trying to be happy but is what I wish by heart for you, my beats don’t have your name anymore.
I am trying to find my own way to my happiness, that happiness that will make me feel complete in every space of my body and my soul.
At this time, my heart was taken, not by words but by feelings… I’m sorry if I hurt you now, but was your own decision to let it go before.
I’m sorry if I let you to drop a tear of pain, my heart hurts knowing that you feel the pain that I felt when you broke my heart for first time. Please do not cling to me, do not cling to the impossible this time, forget my name, forget my face, erases every memory you have from me.. let me go, do not cling on me…

With my heavy heart I ask you now.. what I never asked you before when my love was the biggest feeling I used to have for you, don’t hold my hand anymore, take me away from your heart, leave a space on it for a new beginning, don’t see life like it was a waste of time, don’t fill your heart with bitterness… be happy when you feel ready..

What can I do for you to be fine? If I have to disappear I will.. If I have to be invisible I will.. If I have to hide I will.. but don’t destroy your own love. One thing I’m thankful to you, that I learned to love with no regrets, to love deeply with no fears, to not to be afraid to give everything… thank you.

I’m sorry… but is time to say goodbye
Be happy, live good, smile always~

 

What did I say?

These are my requests for you:

I won’t ask you for perfection.. because nobody is perfect,
I won’t ask you to be mine because you were born to be free,
I won’t ask you to love me because is not your obligation to do it,
I won’t ask you why because I’ll be waiting for you anyway…

My promise won’t be broken…

I’ll be here.. for you.. for me

Tell me that you won’t ever go..
I’ll be there.. right next to you..
I’ll be there, my love..
this promise won’t be broken no more..

I’m happy with your love..
without your love I could be broken and feel that I’m going under..
without your love in my heart
I’ll be falling down..

And if every night, and if every morning
If tomorrow the sun won’t rise up..
I’ll be there.. right next to you,
I’ll be there, my love…
this promise won’t be broken no more..

If I fail in almost everything…
if I lose before to start,
if I don’t back..
if I slip in my walk…

I’ll be there.. right next to you,
I’ll be there, my love..
this promise won’t be broken no more~

 

Bring it back!

Bring it back!…

What?

             My memories…

Why?

Because I think that I lost it when I grew up

Bring it back!

What?

             My childhood…

Why?

Because I guess that I lost my innocence when I became in adult

Bring it back!

What?

             My innocence…

Why?

Because I used to see the world smiling and colorful

Bring it back!

What?

             My breath…

Why?

Because I lose it when I see people making this world empty of emotions and freedom

Bring it back!

What?

              My imagination…

Why?

Because I can’t paint of colors the sky anymore

Bring it back!

What?

               My dreams…

Why?

Because I’d like to walk over the moon again and touch the stars

Bring it back!

What?

               My illusions…

Why?

Because I wanna feel my heart jump when I see that I can find what I was looking for

Bring it back!

What?

                My love…  

Why?

Because I wanna reach to him even if my love seems so far away

Bring it back!

What?

                 My reason…

Why?

Because I lose my mind when I think in you.

Life isn’t so simple but you can make the difference…

Smile… Dream… Live!  =D